Rules to Live By

On top of all this stripper stuff, this blog is here to allow me to vent, as well. Here is what's been on my mind:

Now that my daughter is of age to grasp the concept on Disney movies, I feel that its at this point that a girl subconsciously identifies with the characters, and admires one whom they feel they are most like. When I was younger I often identified with the dreamers, like Ariel or Cinderella. Growing up however, the reality of the world sinks in and you realize that the world is a tough and rough place that kinda chews the dreamer up and spits them out. For the past few years I have been feeling a lot like Alice. I've been feeling confused, scared, lost, nervous, curious, malcontent, and indecisive.

Maybe this is normal for a young adult as I adjust to societal expectations of the average 25 year old. I am young, but I am no longer the youth. There's a new generation. Its scary to see that most of your friends have college degrees, houses, and are married, with kids. It makes you reevaluate your own life, and its choices. I am super happy, but I worry about the future and constantly scrutinize the past. I decided that I'm DONE being the princess. I'm done being a dreamer. I read an inspirational quote on a local car wash sign that said "Goals are dreams with deadlines. " I have now become a GOALER. I' m DONE being scared little Alice, too. I've played her in life far too long. I know exactly who I am. I am the freakin' Queen!

The Queen of Hearts (but prettier). Her saying is, "Always here is MY way!" That's my new phrase to live by. In my life its my way. I can compromise for my loved ones to a degree, but at the end of the day I am the Queen and its my life done my way. If I were a restaurant I'd be Burger QUEEN lol, except its not your way, its mine! I hope some of you are mildly inspired by this off the wall rant. Until next time, girls. See ya.